my over due entry.
i'm ok now.
bleeding stopped...thank god.
i didn't have to go to the hospital that one night because it kinda stopped and slowed down.
current:
-love life.
yesterday i was having a ruff day and was just all around pissy. i found myself questioning my own love and thoughts like 'it's better if i dump him now' ran through my head. later i chilled out more and told him about it. he was understanding but i could tell by the look in his eyes the thought frightened him. he loves me too much to just see me walk away. we talked about our relationship and how it feels like we're married. when we're having a bad day we get a feeling of it's ok it'll pass it's only one day out of the million i want to be with them.
love can is a crazy thing i suppose.
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